29.7.06

.reality hits the right spot.

as i was busy playing games on the computer in my workplace today in the morning while waiting for my friend to come and work with me, something suddenly hit me in the head. it was a block that was thrown by a fellow toddler. its not the block that's making me panic, its what the block made me realise when it hit me.
for the whole month of August, my weekends, almost, ALMOST ALL OF IT, are fully booked for me to go to courses at different places at such long timing.
shit. shit. shit. shit.
as much of a boring person that i already am, im becoming more and more. im cringing at the thought of all the courses that i have to go to. to make things worse i have alot of assignments to do up my sleeve, around 5 freaking assignments and projects.

save me? anyone?

words can't really describe what im feeling right now. maybe a picture that i did just now can make it clearer for all of you.



till then..

:: she posted @ 6:35 AM ::

25.7.06

cast away the doom and gloom.

thumb wrestling.

that's it. time for a change, a good one.

:: she posted @ 6:36 AM ::

21.7.06

so you dance on a tightrope.

call me, Deprestrella. on a depressed note.


baybeats? went to day 3 only. for me baybeats is SERENAIDE. and without serenaide, baybeats is nothing to me. lucky, ETC was there to replace Serenaide, and im a happy duck. love their music, Muse-ish yet jangly. love love. Calaway was awesome! to top it off, Concave Scream was the bomb for me. i don't know, some people are not happy with it, but i did. it sets me free. it gets me high for a while. and they made me buy their latest album and tee. missed Astreal though...........
rain, rain..go awaaay...bring back the sun..

:: she posted @ 6:18 AM ::

8.7.06

trying out.

its been a while.



how?



hope you like it.
life's been o.k. moving along with everything is good.
toot toot.

:: she posted @ 6:06 AM ::

1.7.06

explore.

i have a few things to say. now. sorry if im too emo or something.

1. dig deeper. dont judge a book by its cover.
really. im not all that. im not what you think.
if you really want to know what im going through, what i am, what im thinking, dig deeper.
cos im good at being someone im not.
everything is in the eyes.

2. trust me if you want. dont trust me if you dont want to.
the decision is yours to make.
i dont want to be too pushy.
i just want to be there, help, and be someone.
i know im not that easy to be trusted.

3. all hopes of good health are gone. im going with the flow. now.

4. recover. discover. uncover.

guess what? i got 49/50 for my exams!! weeeeeee...i feel lighter. now. for a while.
enjoy this.

All American Rejects - Move Along

Go ahead as you waste your days with thinking When you fall everyone sins Another day and you've had your fill of sinking With the life held in your Hands are shaking cold These hands are meant to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through Move along Move along

So a day when you've lost yourself completely Could be a night when your life ends Such a heart that will lead you to deceiving All the pain held in your Hands are shaking cold Your hands are mine to hold

Speak to me, when all you got to keep is strong Move along, move along like I know you do And even when your hope is gone Move along, move along just to make it through Move along..

go!

:: she posted @ 7:00 AM ::