29.3.06

beezeeeeeeh.

aduhai sayang.
im always busy nowadays. training here and there.
teaching here and there.
people and kids needing attention here and there.

and its like what?
6 to 5 more days to my birthday?
yessir im turning 21 soon. argh argh argh.
i dont want to get a KEY for my birthday cos its tacky and i know it a TRADITIONAL THING for malays to give a key in any way like cake or chain or whatever.
i dont want.
this is what i want for my bday:

• a $99 vintage knee high red dress from Topshop
• anything from Topshop
• if can BUY THE WHOLE Topshop for me
• a 5 day 4 night to and back ticket to anywhere relaxing like Mauritius
• basically i need all my friends.
• and family, not forgetting.

ok this is what i did during my free time. surprisingly. now its time for me to plan lessons for the week ahead.

so, till then!

:: she posted @ 5:53 AM ::

18.3.06

so much so much

hello!
its been a long time since i last updated. so MANY, and i mean MANY, things are going on nowadays.
yesterday i had a MAJOR stomach pain. i had: food poisoning, menstrual cramps. and god knows just how many times i vomit and pass motion. its like having knifes cutting my stomach. it feels like death, and i have no appetite to eat. i was forced to drink a cup of milo by mum, but vomit again and again. at last, mum dragged me to 24hrs clinic by taking a taxi along with young sis. i walked in a crouching position, it looks like i just had an abortion. and I KNOW, people looked at me like i just had one. assumptions, assumptions. and today im feeling slightly ok. i am this close to become anorexic, i can see my ribs.

last week my sister and blarder-in-law are happily married!! congrats to them! and about my speech during their dinner, i was pretty sure everyone was having a great laugh upon hearing my speech. hohohohohoh. hey, im a natural entertainer hahahahahahah. especially when it comes on making a fool outta myself.

i would like to thank: my boyfriend, adlin, yasmin, kambeng and gf, ab and gf and also shafiq rawkers and partner for coming!!!! you guys were great. and i know you guys were shocked to see me in makeup THAT thick on my face. Beng says, " WAH INSHIRAH PAKAI MAKE UP SEH!!" ok i get your drift, beng. im not a makeup person you all know that.

another surprise i wanna tell you guys. IM A TEACHER NOW!. WOOOH. yeah, im teaching at AMP Yishun childcare and development centre. im the form teacher of Nursery N2A. cutie pies all of them, but the devil is quite unmanagable. but hey, im gonna be a devil to them too. hohohohohohoh.
next week friday, feld trip to the Changi Airport with my students!!!! cant wait to be running around making sure they are safe.
isnt it wierd that im talking about the job so much like i love it? yes i love it! this is what i wanna do. and i'll try to put a 101% commitment on it.

ok enough updating, im feeling lethargic already. so fast feel tired..meanwhile these are the 2 photos on the wedding. more to come, if i have time. cheerios!

The Family.


Hardcore rocker couple.

:: she posted @ 9:22 PM ::

6.3.06

apa eh

im going to have a brother, OFFICIALLY, on Saturday.
when i was young i wanted a brother.
well.. a brother-in-law is good. :)
initially i wanted a real brother.
nevermind, this is already good.

you better bring your guitar ok!

been sick for..since...last sunday??!!
yeah, small boy my mom is taking care of caught pneumonia, then it spread to his little sister then voila! it spread to me. i was a minah rocker for a week, no thanks to the medicine doctor gave me which made no effort in healing me!!! hence, when to another and better doctor and im almost cured now. almost. pray that i get well for my sister's wedding.

talking about that, the baju that im gonna wear for my sister's wedding is SOOOOOOOOOOO sweet! its toooooooo sweet lah!!! but very, very pretty. im almost scared to wear it not because i dont want to, im scared if i wear it it will not be sweet but sour! you know what i mean..

im planning what to say in the speech that im gonna say during their dinner.. hmmm.
*grins*

:: she posted @ 1:31 AM ::

1.3.06

just a little less human, alot more bitter and cold.

or is it supposed to be 1900-i-am-miserable?

oh what the heck.

im doing facial expression pictures soon.

stay tuned!

:: she posted @ 8:58 PM ::