29.10.05

HUARGH...

its been too long. way toooo long. and i cant take it anymore.
when money is the whole perspective in life, everything else is forgotten. i feel so sad.
when everyone is busy, everything else gets forgotten. im feeling depressed.
when everything else is just not the same anymore, everything else changes.





when we were rocking, eveything else turns into peaches and cream to me. i dont know about you guys, but i do love the feeling of music running through my body..its adrenaline rush..all emotions coming out when my fingers run to and fro, hitting the chords..

bila nak rock lagi??!!

:: she posted @ 6:42 AM ::

24.10.05

the not-so-glamour life of a temp.

working life, as i know it, is not glamour.
my typical day at work is like this:

Sunday - oh the agony. dreads going back to work on Monday.
Monday - huerghhhhh...workload's too much. WHEN WILL IT EVER REACH WEDNESDAY?
Tuesday - will Wednesday ever come!!!???
Wednesday - its midweek!!! 2 more days to Friday!!!
Thursday - one more day....i can do this!
Friday - AHHH...AT LAAAAAAST!!

see, i told you. my life is not-so-glamour. so you see my friends, this is the life. the working life. mundane. tiring. 9 to 5. 12 hr shift. eye bags. constant lethargicness. testing your patience every single day. boring. abit depressing. abit lame. no social life. your life is every day work, work, WORK! im sorry if i scare anyone with these words. but its true. so if i tell you guys im tired, im constantly sick or i cant make it, it doesnt mean i dont want to meet you guys. you all are still deep within my heart. theres a space for all of you who made my life worthwhile. so, JANGAN NGOMEL LAGI OK? heheheheheheh.
this is what we all need to do if we want to stay, practically ALIVE, in this country.
but then....
TODAY IS MONDAY AND ITS PAY DAY!!!!
*lamaze breathing technique*

funny sentence of the day. a friend of mine at work back from lunchtime says: "my melons are so small.."
she bought melons from NTUC.
then again...hehehehehehehehehhh.
ok lame.

:: she posted @ 1:09 AM ::

20.10.05

random blahs.

firstly..

Happy 48th Birthday to my Mother a.k.a Mak a.k.a Mek, Raja Zaimah bte raja As'ad!!

i hope she loves the DARN EXPENSIVE brooch set i bought for her. October left me dry in the pockets. so many events, so little greeeeen.
anyway, random blahs for today:

1) doctors can be either STUPID or downright RUDE.
2) my body is aching due to the 450 packing i have to do by his week. and its not finished.
3) i need a haircut cos i look like a bloody pontianak. i have passport photos(which i took yesterday for my resume) to prove my point!
4) ah yes....job hunting for me is here again...
5) MONDAY GAJI OOOOOOIII!!!!!

ok go!

:: she posted @ 12:37 AM ::

15.10.05

i need to..

i need to heave a big one.

SIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIIGH.....

anyway, Ultrawoman strikes back yo!

amacam ada bayeeeek??!

when things dont go the way you want it, make a fool of yourself and make yourself laugh.

:: she posted @ 6:43 AM ::

8.10.05

yesterday was..

Happy 5th anniversary to my dearest Mohd Rizman!

yes! yesterday was our 5th year anniversary. and its was just as what i thought it would be!! he was dumbfounded to see me sooo dressed up to the nines.. actually, i dressed up girlish-ly, 80's style! and he really loved the Topman retro shirt i bought for him, he wore it as soon as he got them! sweet Haggen Daz and spicy Thai Express was what we ate. we shall do these again on your birthday next month ok my dear!
pics are up!


in Thai Express. 80's power!


potrait shot.


waiting for his ice cream..


his yummy brownie triple surprise ice cream!


yummeeeeeh..


my waffle ice cream.


time to open his present from me!


excited nampak..


beli dari pasar ker?? hmm..


OMG its Topman! he was soooooooo surprised!


he loved it...yeah 80's style!


im smiling from ear to ear cos i got The Killers cd from him..EEEyahoooo!


let's do an 80's Party soon with friends!!

weee~~

:: she posted @ 6:34 AM ::

4.10.05

its here.

here's to all Umat Islam..

SLAMAT BERPUASA YER!!!
PUASA, JANGAN TAK PUASA.
TAK NAK PUASA, GASAK LAH.
TAPI SENDIRI MAU INGAT AH..

:D
i am still feeling like the top ten list i did yesterday.
oh yes, Pinkharma is going to New York. im so excited for her. and to add to my excitement, shes bringing my Joycam polaroid with her! erm...ok im happy that my camera is at least going places, not me. but still! erm, yeah! hmm, maybe i can ask her to snap me some New York pics for me? hohohoh!!

in other words, some appreciative people are testing my patience. for goodness sake, GO FLY A KITE! im not a machine dammit! and just to add salt to your wound, you're NOT going to be popular with that attitude of yours, ever.

:: she posted @ 12:43 AM ::

3.10.05

i am..

i am..:

1) under-nourished
2) tired
3) sleepy
4) having bad sore throat
5) stressed
6) bloated due to hormones
7) murderous..now
8) agitated
9) bored out of my skull
10) in need of Strepsils

7th October is gonna be sweet, surprising and many more. just pray, hope, wish ok?
15 minutes to go and im out of this workplace.

go..go Johnny..go, go, go!

:: she posted @ 2:09 AM ::