31.1.05

be like..

she's my idol. talented and even hotter now. she's Allison Robertson of The Donnas. to be good guitarist like her is not impossible, it requires hard work. she inspires me so much. and so does Albert Hammond of The Strokes. you may not know what the hell im writing about, but i find them an inspiration to me.
different people, different thoughts.

its tiring to listen to people discriminating the local music scene.
and i understand that, dzefro.
patience, i say.
you have mine and my band's support!
go!

:: she posted @ 5:36 AM ::

29.1.05

to kill a...

hohoho!
the past week was hectic and enjoyable at the same time. despite the mini quarrel with my career planning teacher and the fever+cough+flu, it was a ok. but then, i do feel that im always very tired at the end of things. maybe im still recupperating from the sickness. i still am coughing badly though. and the cough medicine is running low.
wont be able to jam for 2 weeks. 2 WEEKS!! arghhh. due to the drummer's exams. my fingers are burning.
managed to learn how to play Franz Ferdinand's song called Micheal just now. its relly nice. their album is a must buy for all indie lovers out there!
get janglish!

i miss them and our crazy antics in the studios.







winedrops, out!

:: she posted @ 6:30 AM ::

26.1.05

what makes me happy?

what really makes me happy today? watching videos of my favourite bands on artistdirect makes me happy. and im gleaming now.
for the day was not a good one.
1) i went accidentally, ACCIDENTALLY, went into the male toilet at far east. and was greeted by a man peeing. but it was pretty funny though. :)
2) a girl who swinged her arms front and back slapped me in the face while i was walking behind her. now my jaw hurts.
3) bassist cancelled session. bluergh.
4) im missing dearest cos he's in field camp. 1 week. no communication. dammit.
5) i hate my bloody career planning teacher. he's an ass.

walking towards far east plaza with my close friend shafiq made me happy too. my eyes saw too much indie guys. wooh. there was this one guy with purple t-shirt and jet black, shoulder length hair( julian casablancas hairstyle), and faded tight jeans with dark brown converse leather hi-cut shoe. he blew me away..like..woahhh.
1 fine day i shall drag shafiq who is a power metal person to an indie gig. ahahahahakh.

let me strum again for now!

:: she posted @ 5:02 AM ::

24.1.05

booger.

harlow.. wee. the weekend was great. saturday was at sentosa with friends. did not swim, but managed to get fever though from the blistering sun. uwek. hence, the absence from school today. i need my rest you know. but im back in school tomorrow. bluek. more tension.
hari raya haji? apart from the lack of kambing smell around singapore, it was ok. same old faces, young and old. i was actually thinking of killing my small cousin. you know, slit her throat and watch her bleed...for she is soooooo irritating. ok, sadist alert. wooh.
wednesday, sesioning at bassist's house. thursday, same. friday, jam. yeah!
cant wait!

:: she posted @ 5:02 AM ::

16.1.05

goddammit.

i feel so insecure. dont ask me why.
anyone wants to buy me a fender stratocaster for my birthday soon? heheheheheh. jgnlah malu2, just buy it for me k!
Kellys trained well last friday. 60's a-go-go? ahahahah. ain't it a pity..
hooray for the Singapore Team!!!! it was a good agame. but i still can't believe Indonesia slacked that much. they are good too. but then, good work lah Singapore!

am at school actually now. so lazy to do work. arghh...
k outz!

:: she posted @ 9:47 PM ::

11.1.05

waah

hello! school's been ok lately, except for the time table. what's new lah hor. i can't seem to update at home,don't ask me why. ahheheheh. got new CPU, faster, better and woooah.
in class right now. gotta go. sorry for the itsy bitsy update.
lets gone!

:: she posted @ 11:41 PM ::

6.1.05

moments like this.

grandpa is back home. so soon, but then its ok. as long as i have met him its ok. cure my craving for going back to kampong and see him.
and right now, i feel like going to kampong and relax my soul. with the sea view from my grandparents house, im sure it'll relax me.
cos this house is killing me. and the rest of the family. the whining, the this, the that.
i need another retreat.
i just cant stand to see some one walking behind me to and fro. it makes me tense when im on the comp, writing, blogging. cos im feeling tense now.
to u, be strong now. i know girls are supposed to be weak, but you have to be stronger than that ok? keep reminding yourself that better days are waiting for you. be like me, try be emotionless as she speaks. emotionless, yet listening.
try to endure. you know you can.

i wanna download more songs for my inspirations to flow. ahhhhhhhhh....la la la, la la la la!

:: she posted @ 11:05 PM ::

4.1.05

arghh. grrr.

and the grandfather from indon is here. went to aunt's house at bedok south to pick him up. and he was in his usual chirppy self. lost some weight though. and had some difficulty in walking. entertaining him in the cab for the ride home wasn't easy ok. heeh. and now he's behind me with gudang garam in his mouth. keeps talking to me about having the need for me to gain some weight.
tok: i'in ni, kurus sgt. tapi muka lawa..kalau mangan banyak lagi mesti ngetop. dah over dah.

hell yeah. but, i can't gain weight lahhh. im like this mah. what to do. oh well, at least some people think i have the perfect body. woohoo. ok im over.

here's to all the people who are in pain. to you kak pau, cheer up. better days are waiting for you. as for me, i need my blasted pills. dammit, I NEED MY FUCKEN PILLS.

Jimmy Eat World - Pain

I don't feel the way I've ever felt.
I know.
I'm gonna smile and not get worried.
I try but it shows.
Anyone can make what I have built.
And better now
Anyone can find the same white pills.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.
I never thought I'd walk away from you.
I did.
But it's a false sense of accomplishment.
Every time I quit
Anyone can see my every flaw.
It isn't hard.
Anyone can say they're above this all.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.
I can't let it bother me.
It takes my pain away.
It's a lie. A kiss with opened eyes.
And she's not breathing back.
Anything but bother me.
(It takes my pain away)
Never mind these are horrid times.
Oh oh oh
I can't let it bother me.

sing if you're in pain...sinnng.

:: she posted @ 11:16 PM ::

2.1.05

jeng jeng jeng

here's the malacca photos. hope this will work, this time.
Malacca rawks! .
clikkit!

what a day to start the new year yesterday. The Kellys rocked at lee's. with a brand new original. i love you metal zone! you made the song sound so hardcore. wehehehehekh. more originals soon.
ahhhhh...im down with loose-piped flu and a blistering sore throat. must be the sundae i ate yesterday. whehehekh.
till then, keep it up Kellys!

:: she posted @ 5:05 AM ::