29.1.04

Of black and white.





this two photoshop-ed pics are dedicated to micheal jackson. black and white. "yi-hee!!" (grabs his crotch.) ouch. do you think he's really guilty of all the child rape charges? i don't know. but i really like his songs. but not his face.
its funny how people, especially youngsters like us, dress up. while waiting for my bf and sitting near to the mrt's control station, a lad a.k.a mat passed me by.
he was wearing seriously tight tapered pants, nike air walk shoes, with gucci bag (probably a pasar malam one) and has armani styled hair with tons of gel on it. or not gel, tons of gatsby hair wax. the matt type, super hard. wind blows, nothing happens to the hair. what is he trying to prove?!
jap concept/ mat/ hip hop/ah beng is it?
sigh.

gatsby! gatsby! gatsby!...

:: she posted @ 5:57 AM ::

28.1.04

Tied to the testing of wills.

I love this picture so much.


wah. my eyes feels so heavy. as if there are rocks dangling on to my eyelids. its bringing me down, wanting to close my eyes.
i have nothing to talk about. seriously nothing. but i know i will come up with something interesting tomorrow, or the day after. be prepared for a report about the nostalgic days from me.
in the meantime, let me sleep. star spangled, strangely departed, i wave goodbye to you.

just me and my hi cut converse shoes...and nothing/no one else except you...

:: she posted @ 7:03 AM ::

26.1.04

Last night, on the mass pike.

(*_*).
feeling woozy. sister sick.
im sick of being me. yeah.
i can't be what you want me to be. im tried.
you won't believe me if i tried.
understanding me.
you're not. so don't fret.
push your seats back in a little further.
accept me.
slit my throat if you want to.
i'll apologise for bleeding at your shirt.

:: she posted @ 5:53 AM ::

23.1.04

I ate parrots for breakfast.





comments? taggit yo!

yes i do have parrots in my neighbourhood. apparently, i was walking home after school went i met this 3 parrots. and 1 of them said hello. managed to take their photos while being very careful not to be bitten by them. heeh. the green parrot was posing as i took its photo. fully possable.
ok. c.n.y was good. it went off good. my bum hurts. im off to watch mami jarum junior. yes, i like the story. bye!
*poof!*

:: she posted @ 5:06 AM ::

21.1.04

Silence is easy. Not.









went to lucky plaza to eat fried kwayteow and then we proceed to starbucks to eat cheesecake. yes, we. me and my boyfriend, rizman. (",)
went to watch scary movie 3 with him too on sunday. mann, that movie is hilarious! i nearly choke on the big tub of salted popcorns when i try to control my laughter. the scene where the black girl is fighting with the ghost is damn funny mann! woooo~ and of course, pamela anderson's boobs are included for all you tit lovers. (bluergh) its going out of proportion, pammy. you better remove them before it bursts and cause your boobs to overflow. (double bluergh) and no, im not jealous. im happy with what i have. ok, enough talking 'bout boobs! goodness..
i had m.c on monday. the fever strikes again. this time its good fever. meaning that im not bedridden. good. happy chinese new year my dear friends! any races will do!
happy holidays! will mine be? i wonder..

:: she posted @ 6:20 AM ::

16.1.04

Im bored to death and death is bored with me.





random pics that i took a long time ago of a fly and sea view from the esplanade.

everyone of my school friends are outside enjoying themselves supporting gG's performance at changkat cc. wished i could be there but health-wise, im not. i've been feeling sick this past few weeks. i have multiple ulcers in my mouth, and my throat itched and ached. no appetite to eat, yet im very hungry. so what the heck i ate, sambal some more. i talked a bit, due to the throat. i keep taking flu pills to ease my flu. but now, i keep taking them even though the flu is gone. even my mom noticed, this morning. i don't know, i think i still have the flu. i do have occasional sneezes. but, am i still having the flu? its just that the pills make my sleep wonderful. at peace.
i need to see the doctor. but its closed. my temperature's ok. 36.4 degrees. but i feel cold most of the time.

just what i say, prozac nation, i feel you.

:: she posted @ 11:46 PM ::

Quizzes to soothe my aching head.

THE EXPLOITED. "Up the punx!" Hardcore
punx' cool, but you're a punx first. You're
into anarchy (not really) non-conformity
(attitude you picked up copying Wattie) and
getting stupid drunk (hey! that you're good
at!)


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:: she posted @ 10:43 PM ::

14.1.04

Laughing makes me dizzy.

had a good day at school today. although the technical drawing teacher totally suck, because she likes to rush us with our school work. to do 2 drawing assignments in 1 day. " how to finish like that?! cher, you eccentric ah!" we holler. don't make us hate you too. but, school was fun. i realised that although i was tired and sleepy, i laughed alot throughout the whole day. we were having break, and we were chilling under a shady tree, with the guys smoking like chimneys. anyway, we spotted some achi-achi mamak passing by infront of us. then yusoff came up and says, " if all the hindustans movie really IS about reality, i wonder eh, how will they react if they meet their loved ones?" then our imagination went wild. we laughed, talked and imagined how will the indian girls dance when they meet their spouses, how many pieces of clothing will they change, where will they dance etc etc. and where the hell did the music come from sia??!! thank god hindustan movies are not reality-wise. i would really laugh out loud if i see some mamak-mamak india dancing with his bunch of friends at some overhead bridge. and a platoon of indian girls with multi coloured saris and extremely thick make-up. i wonder..hahahahahaha~
mann, im tired.

achi, achi~ bukak pintu..

:: she posted @ 5:56 AM ::

12.1.04

Prozac Nation. I feel You.

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wooooh. yeah, yeah.

The Corner series.





comments? taggit!

:: she posted @ 6:56 AM ::

7.1.04

Sing me a song. Or a lullaby.

my dad has left for saudi arabia. today. woke up with an annoying thud in my head, signaling that today is the day. had a talk at the family dining table. took the taxi, all 5 of us cramped in one taxi. my legs are aching, still. the aunt, the 2 cousins and the grandmother joined us at the airport terminal 2.
as soon as it was dad's turn to go, we all said our goodbyes. the whole family shed tears, as well as me, the not-so-easy-to-cry person. i wish him safe departure and safe arrival back. i hope he takes care of himself. i wish i could be there. i want!
although he's super strict and fierce, i love my dad.
pics of the departure will be up soon.
meanwhile, stay tuned dooooooodes~!

:: she posted @ 2:53 AM ::

5.1.04

I'm Baaaaaaack, says the Terminator.

yup. yesserie! im back in action after a month and a couple of days long rest. uhuh-uhuh. well, december for me is not that happening. im doing fine. good. today was the first day of school after a month's break. feels so good to see their faces again. everyone was busy with themselves during the hols. we are back, united again.
want to know what happened to me last month? see this ya'll~



that's the naked truth ppl! im a super hero at night. call me ultra woman aight?! hahahahahahaha. this is the picture of ultra woman caught on sight stealing apples from a fridge. (",) and yes! i bought a pair of these too.



converse hi cut limited edition, jeans material, blue black in colour with torn edges at the top. simply love them! ok then, i have to scoot. school's in the morning tomorrow. see ya!

:: she posted @ 5:16 AM ::