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The Strokes. im going head over heels on them...

went to geylang yesterday with a bunch of guys and another girl. didn't take much pictures. actually, no pictures of geylang at all. i was too busy surveying the kebayas and kurungs in geylang. not much shops yet, most of them are still empty, the stalls. its only the 5th day of ramadhan yesterday, so there are still lots of time. went to break fast (although im...eheh) at the singapore post. then we jalan-jalan at geylang.
there was this stall selling traditional clothes at perses. usually, clothes were modelled by mannequins, right? but this shop uses donald duck, betty boop and some other dolls to model the children's traditional clothes. laughed right in front of the shop. hehehehe~
went home at 11pm++. bought deng-a-dengs (dengdeng) and a slurpee. so much for a shopping spree for baju kebaya. there were so little choices for black kebayas! *hmph*
have a good weekend!

it was a nightmare, that incident...but you made it right again..thanks...

Photoshop-ed.

comments? taggit, yo!

meanwhile...

Where do we belong?

this is what we did during technical drawing class. as the teacher was not in (she went for a meeting), hafiz giant decided to make this. then, we all joined in the fun. it was fun. iskandar, who has the x files polyphonic ringtone, use the ringtone to make a video of it. funny lah you guys!
but all these funny-ness has its downside today. i truly symphatize u girl. that old man does not have the right to call your parents. he is supposed to talk to you first before he talks to your parents. stupid old man.

anyway, the weekends are nearing. shall i go geylang? hmmm..

kissy kissy kissy.

went to bugis street with abdillah and hafiz last thursday because i wanted to buy something to myself. in the end, i bought nothing. shucks. this was taken on the 2nd floor of bugis street. out of boredom, hence the behavior. hehehe~

i like the smell of car petrol.

firstly, happy belated deepavali.~! is there such thing as a belated deepavali? if there is such thing as belated birthday, belated anniversary and more belated's, i guess there is such thing as belated deepavali. i think. hehehehehe.
how did i spend my public holiday? i was working yesterday, ok. i know its kind of lame, working during deepavali, but i have to make a living. and i get to get a double pay yesterday. $$kaching$$. did i mention that i recieved $1200 from the community club? some scholarship thingie. didn't mean to brag, but im one happy girl. *grins*
will be working again today. 3.30pm. soon, soon.
i think i eat too much today. ate 4 epok-epok, i mug of hot milo, i plateful of rice with some side dishes. burp.
omigod. i can't belive im listening to A-Teens on perfect 10.
" baby you're my sugar rush.." urgh. oh baby, oh baby.

toodles.

I'll be Back..

bad things happens slowly, but good things happen all at once... is it really true? i dunno, but it did happen to me today. it was like, whew!~ a mad rush of blood to the head. really. owner of fresh box gave me his email address, and i managed to do have of my new design. just to impress him. heeeh. if you're wondering what fresh box is, you might want to proceed to bugis street, the first hidden lane. please check it out. do it.

and yes!!! oh yes!!!! i bought the new, latest album release from The Strokes. yes, they are back and even better. 11 great tracks about life, sex, drugs and booze. listen to how they handle rejection and all. a must have cd you guys!!

goodnight...to you too...and you's!

in danger of being dangerous.

a wet monday it is, today. still at home alone, the parents and the younger sister went to the bank, leaving me all alone in the house. i think i am a danger towards myself. i see myself as an ant hiding under a rock. ugh. build me up, buttercup?
anyway, sentosa went well. photos will be up soon. maybe tomorrow, or tomorrow's tomorrow. we'll see.
I would like to wish my dearest MOM, Raja Zaimah bte Raja As'ad, a happy 46th Birthday! a surprise awaits you, mother!
have a great week ahead doodes~

Ramdom is the word.

demagnatise me?

being melodramatic..

:: Big.RedMoment
:: Dermatose

my skin has lost his senses my love has missed her menses and i couldn.t take those chances for i.m too subtle for her to nurse my eyes have blurry lenses and are you still finding answers? yr flowers will keep us breathing my sighs will leave us gasping and i shouldn't just be sleeping for i'm too astute to be tripping my eyes needs gentamicin and are you still asking questions?

Laughter, the best medicine.

mus: (pekik) CHAMPIOOOON!!! BAWAK SINI MOTOR KAU BIAR AKU TENGOOOOK!!

usop: tu lah abg mus, aku kata jangan kayuh laju2 taknak dengar. hah, skarang kita kena tukar plak kenderaan. kenderaan ni pon lagi satu, takbleh harap! kena tolak jugak. takbleh harap ah! kalah ah kita mcm gini!

mus: dah lah!! kau tu tak buat aper2 diam ajer ah!! kau tu taunya asik dgn "anakku sazali" dgn senyuman berak kau tu! disebabkan senyuman berak kau tulah makin diorang pecut laju dari kita tau tak!

-END-
p.s: i know im a full-of-nonsense person. hehehe.~

Turn me on, pls?

well, its been a while.
its been a while since i last update my blog. have so much to think about in my head. financially, emotionally, and all the ally's that i can think of.
its been a while since i last talked to you.
face to face.
its awkward, yes, i know.
but im trying to make things easier for both of us.
will you be bringing me good news tomorrow?
or, is it bad news that you are carrying?
i anticipate.

sentosa, here i come!!! yes i am. going to sentosa with the mad bunch on saturday. cant wait. cant wait to see the sea, sink my feet in the sand and clear my mind.
have a nice week ahead, lovelies!

Cock-les + Flea&Easy part 2.

I want to shout Oi!

presenting, my dolly. her name is betty spagetthi. initially, i would like to call her molly. a fully posable doll. i still think she looks better in a bigger frame. more poses from her soon. hehehe. please, bear with my insanity,ok? if you can't, don't say anything.

it is fucken irritating and head blastering when your mom is throwing tantrums behind you, in the kitchen, while you're on the pc, and she's banging the washing machine, chairs and tables just because she's pissed. and now, she's has made me become a very pissed person.

shut up.

The Zone.

yes! 2 days m.c is over and today im back in school. 2 days is like enough to make me feel like i left a couple of good events happening at school. and when i came back to school today, i become mute. i was dumb. i didn't talk much when i returned. i myself was appalled at the sudden change in self. nonetheless, i soon warmed up at the greeting from freinds such as " how are you?.."aku rindu kau,in!"...and what-have-they's. love you guys! and the swelling eye is reducing. ah..bliss!

to you if you are reading this post.
please talk to me when you see me.
i wont hurt you or anything, or eat you.
its just the way i talk now is different.
hope you understand. im no beast.
im just a growing up, normal, full-of-nonsense,sometimes cynic and pathetic, human being.

Idol-ism. Mimi LipGlossy.

Tempt not a desperate man.

almost everyone i know is feeling blue today. including me. not blue as in, blue. but blue. surprised, i am. happy, i am. sad, i am too. heartbroken, what should i do?

i don't want to be an emotional fool.
don't want to be so in to you.
what should i do?
can someone take away the veins of emotions in me?

Im home, homey.

did this just now, at home. yes! at home. went to the doctor and he gave me a generous 2 days m.c. nearly kissed him on the cheeks! went to the docs because of my swollen eye. no, its not tembel, or cicak kencing kat mata or whatever-you-call-it's. doc says its infection. now my eye feels better and the swelling is reducing. and the painkiller he gave me reduces my migraine too. love you lah doc! wats up doc! ok, corny. heeh.
dance to shake ya tailfeather ya'll...join me?

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Call me Bloat, yo.

and, yes. i have not taken a bath yet. just woke up, feeling groggy cos its a monday, the sky is grey and that i should be back in bed but i couldn't! my body is controlling my mind.
my eye is worse than yesterday, i swear. its bloating and getting bigger by the day, my right eye. its like practically closing half of my eye. now im debating whether to go to school or not. damn. my freind has sms-ed me. " in! 11.40 at yishun mrt k!" ungh.
yesterday's outing was great fun. as usual, shopping is taking a toll on me. everytime i have the intention to buy something, i end up not buying anything. it has been going on like this for the past 1 week. wanted to look for cheap tanks, but nada. zouk's flea&easy was good and crowded as usual. hazmee was loud, and so was farhat. actually, so was everyone. (",) pictures up soon. but here's part 1. when is the next flea?

Cock-les at Newton+Flea & Easy Part 1

half priced.

guess woot? im in school, in the computer class. our teacher is busy with himself while all of us are surfing the net. hakh. as you can see, im still feeling the same as before. my fever is going down, and i kinda have enough sleep yesterday. i slept like a baby.
let me see...hafiz is beside me surfing for mesh caps, tasha is kinda bored with life cos mus is having a retest in the other room. so no kissy-kissy for her. stupid aidil, whatever he's doing, shafiq, for sure surfing metal sites. and yada, yada yada.

im kinda bored rite now. smile lah dey!~

Do you?

eversince the eversince, i've been feeling kind of, empty. everywhere i go, whatever i see, they are sure to be around. happens at school, and happens at home. am i feeling, lonely? jealous? or just plain bored.
not saying that im desperate. and that i'll go back, cos i'll never go back. its just that, i miss it. the it is the main thing. i need it from someone else and not only from my family. i want the laughter, the hugs, the embrace, the togetherness and the most important, the close bond between it.
i dont know. sometimes i just think that i have lost faith in it. not saying that im very emotional right now, but thats how i feel sometimes. it gets to me you know, when things happen right in front of your face. i cant help looking, but i just turn away and start feeling awkward. this is a craving far more worse than craving for chocolate. all i can do right now is just wait. for your information, im NOT very good at being patient. but im trying. i replace my rising anger with a smile. but now, i can feel anger overpowering my patience. im trying very hard.
just sit and wait.
well, do you?