31.7.03
Song Of the Moment.
The Cure
Close to Me
I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought that this day would end
I never thought that tonight could ever be
This close to me
Just try to see in the dark
Just try to make it work
To feel the fear before you're here
I make the shapes come much too close
I pull my eyes out
Hold my breath
And wait until I shake
But if I had your faith
Then I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
That my head on the door was a dream
I've waited hours for this
I've made myself so sick
I wish I'd stayed asleep today
I never thought that this day would end
I never thought that tonight could ever be
This close to me
But if I had your face
I could make it safe and clean
If only I was sure
That my head on the door
Was a dream
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she posted @ 11:56 PM ::
29.7.03
Under-Taker.
went to mimi lipglossy's blog and took the whats my deathday quiz. i nearly choked to death. apparently, thats not how i died.
what happens if im tweety bird? coffee overdose!!!!! i never knew tweety bird drank coffee!!!
took a test for francoise. used her full name. hahahahahahahahahaha!!!!!! *chokes*
dah takder kejer lain ker tgk bila org mati...dah lamer buat kejer macam gini? hehehehehe...
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she posted @ 6:08 AM ::
You're really lovely. Underneath it all.
everyone in class has been calling me tweety bird since the second week of school. blast you abdillah! you pussycat! its like being in primary school again, being teased into cartoon characters. hahahha.
teachers? they are ok. except my autocad teacher, mrs sim. i think she hates me. that time, 2nd week of school, she scolded me for printing my work too much and wasting paper! i can't be blamed! my specs, the thing that i am so depended on, broke on that day! i was blind! i was blur! she shouted at me as if i am so stupid. now she labels me as the printer girl. hotub sia.. i think she has menstrual cramps everyday. sheesh.
my classmates, power. they are so supportive when i broke up. and break down in front of them. still, i can't show my sad face always. i tried to be happy with them, and they did make me happy. i love you guys! thanks abdillah for giving me tons of tissue on that fateful day. you are a true friend.
ok guys, here are the second part of the pics on baybeats. enjoy! comments? taggit!
BayBeats Part 2.
you bring happiness in my life back again...you bring warmth, joy and laughter to my face...im smiling all the way because of you..
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she posted @ 5:48 AM ::
28.7.03
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she posted @ 6:36 AM ::
13.7.03
DayLight. I've Got my Eye on You.
i cant believe i slept at 7.30pm from yesterday till 8.00am today! its 12 hours and 30 minutes altogether! my first long sleep. really man, i took this really power-fool flu medicine. polaramine, its called. super duper powerful. 30 minutes after eating, i cant tahan anymore. after bathing, i sleep like a baby. ignore the world, ignore all stress, ignore everything else. sweetness called me at 12.15am. he ask if im ok. he says," aww poor thing you. go and sleep k. take care!" so sweet of him. then i go back to sleep.
when i woke up mom says i've been snoring like a pig. and that i've been sleeping with my mouth open. and my eyesight has gone even worse. and today is a school day. at 12.30pm.
is it just me or is the pc blur today?
*yawn-ism..*
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she posted @ 7:08 PM ::
11.7.03
closed eyes, closed ears, closed mouth.
im beginning to like my course. yeap, i think i made the right choice. building drafting is the course. my friend liyana thinks that its a boring course. each to her own mind. im soooo lucky to be in the best class for my course ever! the girls are so lepak as well as the boys. but boys, two things turn me off. one, they like hiphop, like " give it to me give it to you" kinda song. bluergh. second, mat-mat tapered sia!!!!! JAP consep beb! tak rock lah! but, they all best arh! like i said, each to their own mind. girls are fizah, fidah, fiqah, rizuana, natasha, devi, jessy and carrie. carrie is the only chinese. jessy and devi, indians. jessy is the oldest person in our class. she 24!! older than francoise!! she used to work in the airforce. wahhhhhhh......
anyway, here are the other batch of Save Our Beach Life Projeckt. part 2. its not as good as the previous projeckt pictures, but i hope you like it!
Save Our Beach Life Projeckt. Part 2.
My lost younger sister.
Stranded in an island surrounded with oil around it.
Sand and Oil? Bad mixture.
Beautiful island away from destruction.
This is the Best part of the projeckt. Dad realeasing 2 crabs that was trapped in an abandoned fishing net.
The Process.
The Crab. Looking dry and a-bit Dead.
im so happy. you have made my heart sing with joy once more. thank you...
comments? taggit!
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she posted @ 2:25 AM ::
8.7.03
Grievance at The top of the Mountain.
im sorry. im so sorry. i am too deluded. i have no self control. when i hear this song, i knew what your thoughts are. no one understands more than i am. no one. but are you willing to change for me?
im going to change some words. sorry bigredmoment. no offence.
Hiding In My Shoes.
You, you're alone. you shouldn't be. shouldn't have always hide behind me
I, im sadly. weeping out my heart tonight.
You, you're tragically, You're clearly mistaken for an empty smile.
I, im sadly. weeping out my dear life tonight.
There are many times i would'nt tell you what to do.
But it seems like so long. seem so long.
And there are so many things that you will always do for me.
But i crash you up. I turn you down.
I am. You're not mine to fool. You're not the typical one.
I am. You're not mine to fool. You are hiding in my shoes.
You, you're lonely. i should be, hanging out with you tonight.
You, you're sadly. weeping tears that you should'nt have cried.
There are many times you broke yourself to words you can't presume.
And there are many reasons why i just can't ignore you.
But closely i understand, you walk alone beside me.
But i crash you up. I turned you down.
sometimes i think i don't deserve you at all...
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she posted @ 7:16 AM ::
7.7.03
Sanitation Exploration.
school was ok. i got seperated from yana, my secondary friend. so sad man. but the girls in my class, gerek! they are so friendly. and the guys, so many. they are the majority in my class. as you can see, there are only 10 girls in the class! i feel like im back in my secondary class! heeh. my form teacher, he's ok. the teachers there, i tell you, english very-kay-siao. their command of english, worse than mine. feel like throwing a dictionary at them. i cant help but correct them at my seat. sentences like," we want you to be a better students.....we will be giving you a thermome-tar......etc etc". bad i tell you. one thing that cracks me up is this one teacher's name. Mr Tan Tay Teck. LOL! oh yes, im in the same school as sweetness. sadly, he'll be leaving in 6 months. sigh.
anyway, here are half of the pics that i took yesterday at sembawang beach. the ugly side of the beach. hope you guys like it.
Save Our Beach Life Projeckt. Part 1.
Get digging for burried treasure.
A bundle of trash. Made by haters of the sea.
Incoming fishermen.
The fishermen.
Doughnut stuck in sand.
Dead and overturned crab.
Windows in the sea?
comments? taggit!
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she posted @ 3:10 AM ::
3.7.03
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she posted @ 10:50 PM ::
2.7.03
she can bounce she can roll she can spin like a wheel. she has a rubber soul and her name is Cecille.
aghhhhhh. i cant believe it! school's gonna start in 4 freaking days and im not prepared. ooooo ite balestier you better be prepared for me. hm, i hope i'll be in the same class with liyana. i really do. because if i dont, i'll be a total dumbass there. actually, everyone will. hahahahaha. anxiety, yes. but not that much. i am practically raised by 4 schools already. 2 secondary and 2 primary. yishun primary, eunos primary, bedok south secondary and ahmad ibrahim secondary. add ite balestier, it'll be 5. if i can go to poly, it'll be 6. more and more i go.
i have made loads of friends being in 4 different schools. countless, i should say. and enemies too. some of them i cant remember. only a handful. and, erm...i forgot their number. heeeh. oh yes, my primary school friend, from eunos, is going to be featured in tv:ism. i dont think she still remembers me. her name is mahirah mohd yassin. and she's a grand-daughter of the one a only wahid satay.
oh yes. wahid satay. i remembered going to her house and wahid satay was super friendly. he made jokes that cracks us up. just thinking about that made me think about the things i have done for the school.
1) in primary 6, i danced a malay number with my fellow friends. yeap. i was into the malay culture dance. (shhesh!)
2) in primary 6 also, me and my friends entered a sketch competition themed DIGESTION. i was the doctor. we did not win.
3) in secondary 1, which was in bedok, i entered the malay dance grp too. did dance a couple of songs. that time, i did not know what the hell ska was. i was into siti nurhaliza and noraniza idris. Malunyerrrrrrrr......
4) in secondary 2, i was in the dikir barat grp. all girls grp. heeeeeh. we performed for hari raya. aduhai. i was one of the awok-awok. the mike was practically in my face and my supersonic voice was heard all over the hall. "alahai sayanggggg........"
5) this was my most favourite contribution of all. in secondary 3, i was one of the dancers for the school's musical, oklahoma. i was super joyed when i get to dance again. it was damn fun. i still remembered my dance partner, fozellie. and i had to sit on his lap. and on 1 scene, i had to make him jealous because i was hugging this " handsome lad." the best part was, i was one of the dancers that had the opportunity to jiggle our booty to the audience! woooohooooo! and Mr Tony Tan was there too!! weeeeee!~
i wanna perform again. if only i could turn back time....
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she posted @ 12:34 AM ::
1.7.03
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