30.6.03

Irritation Agitation

worked for 13.5 hours yesterday. im the only malay working. this kakak was supposed to work full yesterday, but she took m.c. totally bogus. i mean, she's the only senior that was suppose to work yesterday, but she failed me. i was left alone with the junior and the less-experienced retail exectutive. i mean, im not a racist or into racism. but they dont even know how to do a refund. all refunds, were passed to me. bengap. the junior, i told her to do this, she did other things. here's what i did yesterday at work.

1) i opened up the shop with minimal help from justin, the retail exect. he only unlocked the gates. i on the other hand carry the heavy bars back to store. junior was not in sight.
2) "inshirah, you know where...?.....you know why this machine...? excuse me where is this product...? in ah you do cashier ah i got work....in ah how to do refund...?"
3) i changed money at cold storage, where the manager at cold storage made me wait for 30 minutes, just because she has some money problem. i mean, im practically in front of her face waiting! she can still laugh laugh with her work friends somemore! walauweh!
4) having a hard time managing junior.
5) fixed the printer for junior's cashier machine.
6) entertained stupid, impatient, sarcastic customers. justin went smoking and junior cant talk that much. i think she's mute. or have talking/speech difficulties.
7) i did my own cashier closing, with no help.
8) did junior's closing. she only knows the logging off part only.
9) placed the bars back in place.
10) wrote all necessary documents for me and junior.


i took m.c for tomorrow. had super duper flu today. i dont care. i want m.c and no one is gonna beg me to work tomorrow. hakh!

:: she posted @ 2:42 AM ::

24.6.03

misinterpretion on a mission.

some mis-interpreted lines.
1) you scan a lady? = you scan already?
2) mak dier dah scan perut dier. = the mother scan the stomach already. (erm.)
3) have you did it? = kau dah buat ke belum? (ehemz.erm.dirrty.)
4) you wouldn't let them suck the straw! (i have had enough lines.)


the second line was from my mom talking on the phone. the first one, heeeh, francoise will know it.(",)
sweetness wanted to use this logo his friend made for a tee design.


so, which side is the best? front or back? peeps?

:: she posted @ 10:34 PM ::



surprisingly surprised.

check this out. took a test, just press your month and day. you'll get ur results. this is mine...

April month 4th day

Full of charm
cheerful
gifted
without egoism
likes to draw attention
loves life
motion
unrest and even complications is both dependent and independent
good taste
artistic
passionate
emotional
good company
does not forgive.


eeeks....

:: she posted @ 1:00 AM ::

22.6.03

hello. digital virgin here. i have just joined the digital camera world yesterday. bought the olympus c150. el-cheapo nino actually. have achieved 1 of my goals so far. so get ready for the photos!

photos from yesterday













how was it?! for me, its a start lor. heeh. really ah, i dont know what to take, how to take, how to zoom, how to un-flash. until hours after purchase, i finally know how to do it. abit. i really like the football photo. i like taking pics of people and animals. but i would like to learn taking pics of anything. but, as soon as i reach home, gloom begins. dissaproval from parents. went to substation with francoise also yesterday. we went to kyn's t-shirt printing class. it was cool. we learnt how to make/print t-shirts in 3 ways.
i made 1 for sweetness. with help from kyn. thanks kyn! then pau met her mychad and i met yasmin, the one wearing brown jacket. we laughed all the way. and boy, were we super tired yesterday.
oh yes, when to omnimax theater with my folks and younger sis. but before that we stopped at seletar resevoir. and we saw monkeys! many-many monkeys! here are the monkeys!
monkeys on a rampage!






comments? taggit!

:: she posted @ 7:13 AM ::

20.6.03

Siti's Holy Matrimonial Ceremony At Admiralty. The Groom's Residence.







after the wedding...

me:the one with the blue&gold squares all over. yas:green-leaf kurung. adlin:blue kurung& red specs. aisha:purple square kebaya. we went to orchard with our traditional clothes can you believe it?! yas even bought a tanktop from 77th street in far east plaza! actually we went there just to take a neoprint together. it was bogus fun. people, esp the mats and minahz were looking at us from top to bottom. so what? we are comfortable. we look like malaysian tourists man. *lets do it again? guys?*









:: she posted @ 5:21 AM ::

18.6.03

i just cant get you outta my head.

i have to get this out of my brain! the song keeps repeating and ringing in my head. i can't help it. its contagious!
CANT SARS ME BABY. AND I DONT MEAN MAYBE. YOU MUST BE STEADY. IF YOU JUST USE USE YOUR BRAIN USE YOUR BRAIN USE YOUR BRAIN AH......SOME SAY LEH SOME SEH LAH. SPREAD KAYA BUT DONT SPREAD SARS..... GOOD NUTRTION AND VITAMINS. HELPS YOU TO PASS THE IMMUNITY CHALLENGE.....PHUA CHU KANG SAYS DONT PLAY PLAY. THE STUPID SARS IS HERE TO STAY...."

want to know something? p.c.k sucks as a rapper, but ace at comedy. i can only remember snippets of the song, because channel 5 keep showing different parts of the song every 2 minutes before each starting hour.
im beginning to feel brainwashed....

:: she posted @ 12:45 AM ::



dread, fear and anticipation. waiting for my turn.




more? soon.

:: she posted @ 12:18 AM ::

13.6.03

BeetleBum. What you've done?

my younger sister was not at home the entire day yesterday. she had camp in the mosque. thanks to her, i had nightmares while sleeping alone in the room yesterday. tiredness from work + nightmare = lack of sleep and rest.
the dream was scary man. it started as a great dream. and great it was. there was this superliciously cute boy i dated in this dream. how can i be dating in a dream?! anyway, he has no name because in the dream i keep calling him you. so what the heck i moved on. then suddenly in the dream i told him i wanted a break up. and i tell you, his reaction was so scary i swore i thought i saw an incredible hulk right before my eyes.
he became angry and he turned into a freakingly gross ghost! in the dream i yelp a loud yelp and i froze in position. everything went wrong, he had an apple core for his head, which has worms going in and out of his face. eyes so black like beads. funny thing is, he was wearing a tux. a tuxedo can you imagine! his body size shrinks as he gets taller.
he told me that he wont be leaving me alone and would haunt my every dream. now im afraid to go to sleep. help..

and today is friday the 13th. this is totally not my day.

went to ite balestier today with liyana. we wore identical t-shirts. heeh. un-coincidentally. and i tell you, the people there are ripping my money man! the subject items's price rose so much! from $98 to $108. in the paper we had to buy only one pair of tshirt and shorts. but they pressure us to buy 2! madness i tell you.
totally not my day.

:: she posted @ 2:30 AM ::

11.6.03

well look at you and look at me. we're worlds apart and make believe.

yessiree im working today at 3.30pm. get ready to face the world of unsatisfied customers and what kak zarina(my fellow worker) call them " mak janda tangan gatal." it means that all these people keep breaking things in our shop. they get the kicks, we get the verbalizing talks from our boss. nonetheless, i try to put on a happy face today. its my last month working anyone. thank goodness.
oh yes. going to ite balestier tomorrow to buy my uniforms and things for my course with liyana. excitement.
i realised that my blog is so white, there's no colour except for the sexy leg on the left hand top corner of the page. oh yeah, i went to one of kak pau's friend's blog, billa. i saw this quiz that she took. its at quizdiva.com. its called what swear word are you. it appealed to me, so i decided to give a shot. oh, did i have a shock! its a porno site! yes, a porno site. i had difficulty taking the test and i closed the window half way while taking the test. i have this thing about naked men and women and also crude cartoons with pistols going out of their usual self. i was scrutinizing at my seat for god's sake!
its not like im against people doing it, its just that it is too valuable a thing to do before marriage. im not being a total freak, lesbian or some holy person, its just that it gets on my nerves. say what you wanna say, but i sometimes think that the male object is gross. im sorry if i offend anyone.
once someone told me to go to this naked chef site, boy did my heart drop man. yes, they have nice bodies, BUT YOU DONT HAVE TO BE OR APPEAR NAKED TO SHOW US THAT YOU HAVE NICE BODIES FOR HEAVEN'S SAKE. i mean, they had salad bowls, cereal boxes and anything big covering their objects! SALAD BOWLS i tell you!
*ugh! ick! yicks!*
yeah. i have something against nudity i guess. especially intentional-nudity. don't you people have self respect?
suddenly, the word shameful comes to mind...

:: she posted @ 11:32 PM ::



keep on swimming, keep on swimming.

yeah. i watched finding nemo just now, earlier in the afternoon with my younger sister and sweetness. the movie was superliciously fun and funny. you guys should watch it. of course, no age limit dudes. watched it at, can you believe it, 1.05pm at causeway point cineliesure. i myself was astonished at how early we watched the movie. it was the earliest movie i have ever caught. and, another astonishing fact, we watched the movie by sitting at the very, very, very front row. the first of the first. its was fine at the first hour, but after the movie ended, i had multiple cramps on my neck. i was paralysed for a while and i cant walk straight. its not my fault that we had to resort to the front row seats.*glares at sweetness* nevertheless, we had popcorn and 2 cups of coke. at the movie was great. i totally love the character called Dory. she reminds me of someone i knew very deeply. moi..
but i still think that these type of movies are worthwhile buying in vcd. they could be watched repeatedly. well, at least i do. heheeh.
let me show you guys one of my made-up corny lines. well, at least farhat thinks its corny.
Fat is fab and Thin is in. My name is Fathin and im fab and im in.
yeah. in the family, im the queen of corny. the corniest. at least, not the horniest. Haaaah!
ugh. im getting corny. i cant help it. Boobs! i did it again....

:: she posted @ 6:16 AM ::

10.6.03

Tea party anyone? Think twice before inviting me to one.



presenting your royal unsightly-ness. hehehehehe. so what if i have royalty in my blood, this is how i sit at home. me and pau seriously dont think that even siti nurhaliza sits like this at home. if you want to see me sit gracefully, come to my wedding. its a rare sight. even sweetness has trouble trying to adjust my sitting position sometimes. its my legs, they separate whenever i tried to put it together. why oh why.
actually the picture is not like this. i modified it.
one step forward to the thing im looking forward!

:: she posted @ 12:42 AM ::



Operation Conversation Irritation.

me: next please!
rude-auntie-goes-to-hell: is the battery included in the thermometer?
me: yes. everything is included in the package itself.
rude-auntie-goes-to-hell: is there a spare battery inside?
lynette, my fellow cashier friend: theres no spare battery inside. if you want spare battery you can ask the watch shop to open the thermometer for you and check what type of battery it is.
rude-auntie-goes-to-hell: what type of pharmacy assistants are you if you dont know if theres a spare battery inside?
(appalled) lynette: you can go at the watch shop to check it.
rude-auntie-goes-to-hell: (shouts) but you people should know it what!
me: (irritatingly) madam, we dont spend our time reading instructions for people to buy. our work is to sell things for you people to buy. if you may, i have many people waiting in the line. instructions are included in the package. anything not working, come at look for the pharmacist, not us.
i was called up by my boss....mr alvin....

i mean, whats up? i did not do anything wrong! i was doing my work, that bloody auntie was hogging the line for 5 minutes. stupid! heart pain man!
pegi bukak kedai sendiri lah kalau nak gaduh..! lucky tak kena scolding, kena slow talk dari si boss miang pulak! arghhhhh...

:: she posted @ 12:30 AM ::

6.6.03

Woohoo! when i lie I am easy i dont know why i need you Pleased to meet you.

1 more blardee month to go!! too bad i wont be getting to know the new r.e in guardian. his name is justin and he IS a major hottie. short, yes, but the voice is so rock i cant stand but hearing out for his voice. huahahaha. *now now inshirah, be a nice little girl.* everyone at work doesnt want me to go. but i know the boss wants me to go. hahahaha. am i right or im i not? guess i wanted to get the hell out of that hell at the wrong time. but what the hell. *wassup with all the hell?* Hell!

oh yes, pics of siti's holy matrimony will be up soon. she's my friend thats already married. *yikes*
ok people, im making my statement. these are the days of the month that i'll be working.
3rd, 4th, 7th, 9th, 12th, 16th, 17th, 18th, 19th, 20th, 21th, 23th, 24th, 25th, 26th and at last 29th. im thinking that they dont want me out.

here's my list of things to aim when :
1) an el cheapo-nino digicam
2) trainers
3) Blur's new cd, Think Tank. Must Buy!
4) probably new t shirt
5) some eye liner or eye shadow. black.

other than that, i dont know. any suggestions peeps?

:: she posted @ 2:43 AM ::



You Have To Love Them. Blur at its best.

:: she posted @ 1:32 AM ::

2.6.03

the good,very old days.

how i miss my good old days. i recently listened to my old ska cd compilation on sunday. a rush of blood to the head it was. i thought of how i love ska so much. bands such as save ferris, mustard plug, catch22, tipe-x, mad caddies and i can go on and on. i dont know about you guys, but i find ska songs very uplifting and joyful. its...erh....fun. the melodious sound of trumpets and trombones, plus the plugging of the guitars. i like!!!!! i cant believe i even bought a local ska cd at hmv a few years back. remember fishtank? apparently i heard they have dis-banded. dont know about now.
i really like this lyrics from mustard plug. its really sweet.

Mustard Plug- Yesterday
I know you’re happy when you smile
I know it’s taken me awhile
I know I’m going out of style
10,000 miles from you
But everything is still O.K.
‘Cause I’m closer everyday
Which is more than I would have to say
If I was next to you
Think of all the times and places
Step across the open spaces, that lead back to you

And you know that I won’t let you go
Sometimes so near and now so far
Retrace the paces that have brought me here
Close my eyes and move along

Thinking, looking, hoping that I’ll find a way
You know, that I, can’t stop counting all the days
That you’re not here to say
You know I miss you more
More than yesterday

I know sometimes that in my past
Lost direction had to ask
I know I wouldn’t ever last
Without you
But everything is still O.K.
‘Cause I’m closer everyday
Which is more than I would have to say
If I was next to you

What can I do?
Think of all the times and places
Step across the open spaces, that lead back to you

And you know that I won’t let you go
Sometimes so near and now so far
Retrace the paces that have brought me here
Close my eyes and move along.

:: she posted @ 10:55 PM ::



someday, right now.

i want this tee-shirt!

:: she posted @ 10:39 PM ::


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