28.11.02

Painted Wings
Words-Me

crawled up against my bed
crying puddles and the rain
suddenly i felt revived
an angel came to save my life
with painted wings and silky hands
she pulled me to another realm
a place all wonderful inside
i thought that this might be my night

she is gorgeous dont you see
with long curled hair and sparkly feet
her eyes are shining burning bright
dont want her to leave my side

something happened something new
something happened out of the blue
she vanished silently into the air
cried again cause of despair

she is gorgeous dont you see
with with long curled hair and sparkly feet
her eyes are shining burning bright
dont want her to leave my side

woke up dry-eyed face the sun
searched for her but she was gone
i'd like to see her once again
to take me away from this pain....

:: she posted @ 1:08 AM ::

27.11.02

what happened to my blog?!
where the hell is the tag board? omagosh...
got my testimonial aka leaving cert, report book and some brochures about going to JC. had an earful aka briefing about JC. sleepy man... momi is making cheese kuih. haiyah, testing my patience woman. "in order to make traditional kuih, you muzz make it with love.perfectness shows tender, love and care in you. burnt, flaky and tasteless kuih shows you are not careful and do things in haste." this phrase was brought to you by the Art Central series called- The Ways Of The Matriach. khrekhrekhre~



" woke up from this day I just can't wait
For the time to come What lies for me ahead
Stand up we will go United we all stand
Moving to this groove We'll jam throughout the night"

:: she posted @ 12:51 AM ::

26.11.02

dont lokek the chocolate chips lah.
my arms are damn tired from making to much kuihs for the day. the aroma of kuihs are provoking and disturbing my digestive juices in the stomach. *drool drool* the agony of kuihs in ramadhan..
i want a guitar.

" i look at her in that paper dress. i wonder why she woke up
she's just a perdoll thats all, just a paperdoll
i dress her up she knocks me down. "

:: she posted @ 1:30 AM ::

25.11.02

this is for the one nicked, 666999 at mirc #melayu or whatever channel u went to. i am so not a lesbian and i have a bf. for all of u who thinks im a lesbian because i have short hair and manly features on the face, suck brick and eat shit u guys.

:: she posted @ 1:31 AM ::

my elder sister has outdone herself this time.
really, im not kidding. she rebonded her very curly hair! you should see her....omigod. her face was even rounder, she even looked like alfarahizah awangit from jeritan sepi. creepy man.....
at last, yes yes yes!!!! im done with o levels! just finished my o levels just now.....yahoo. now its relaxation time and hari raya. after that, look for job. it'll be damn bored during the long holidays. bf's exams is today. complained that its very hard, but still can do it . good for him. but remember 1 thing boy, dont be late.
i dont know what to write. i guess im too happy because of the o's. or maybe im becoming a boring person. or is it because i need to take a bath. hahahaha.
cant wait for hari raya. money collection...*kaching kaching* planning planning what to buy....hahahaha~

:: she posted @ 1:26 AM ::

21.11.02

oi apek no manners is it see girls boobs??!!
nowadays old pakciks and apeks lurve to see young,innocent and pure girls's boobs. why oh why?! i' ve been stared like hell yesterday in the bus while going to school. i feel the eyes burning into my uniform. what's so special about my twins? they are not big morons. go stare at your wife's boobs for heavens sake! their's are well developed than mine...gosh.....old men nowadays~
yes yes yes....o levels is going to end soon. im going to have my last paper next monday, the 25th. yeah baby... my friends always think that i will make it to poly. well, i dont know. i feel like i did not do well enough for the exams. its like im not well prepared. i was very well prepared for N levels.....maybe because im starting to grow tired of secondary school life. maybe im sick of exams. but i LURVE exams! *sigh*
im going to miss school...except for the demolished hall. what a pity. i hate it when schools start to construct new things when we are graduating. it sucks. the newer students get to enjoy new facilities. hargh!
been to geylang too much i feel like i blend with the fishmongers in the market. the amount of people there!! and not to mention the amount of teenagers there. its a trend. when the month of ramadan comes, it time for the malay ahbengs and ahlians to go crowd at geylang. go somewhere else already! i've seen enough of skimpy clothes and mats and minahs.....

i need alife after o's...suggestions? taggit!

:: she posted @ 10:02 PM ::

17.11.02

suwa suwe kemorning...
wah..... increasing support from friends i see..... flattering flattering. o levels is gonna end soooon!! yahoo!!! im so looking forward to the last day of o levels, which is also the starting day for my bf's final exams in ITE. good luck my boy...may you do well in your exams! hehehe!
maths was ok..and i mean it. im surprised at how i really concentrated on my maths at that day. paper 1 maths i produced cold sweat, paper 2, rileks brader! i dont know...maybe its my self esteem. or maybe the song i sang b4 the exmas helped me out...it was my bf's idea. hehehehe!
i wanna thank my sister for doing this blog for me. i wanna congratulate ayu. i wanna thank my bf for supporting me during my exams. i wanna thank my classmate friends for being there for me. i wanna thank the people who made my life miserable.

:: she posted @ 8:32 PM ::

11.11.02

i like the song from A1, caught in the middle. its a great song...should listen once a day. they really improved alot from their first album...give it up for A1~!
maths was like HELL IN A CELL. yeap, everyone in my class says its diffy too. it was crap, although i think i did better yesterday than prelims. the thing is that i have never broke out in cold sweat before while doing maths. i was sweating buckets yesterday. although the cramps are subsiding, im still sweating. even the common a1 students in class did not manage to finish their paper. *fuh.fuh* take deep breaths.....nevertheless, there is still paper 2. bet i can do even better with calculators.
i HATE brock lesner. he's stupid for someone that big. as for his manager, buy a wig already. i thick brock takes steroid to build up his metabolism and anger plus thirst for championship titles. i cant believe all the wrestlers i gave support to lose in no mercy. i can't believe triple H won.
physics paper 2 is tomorrow.....let me cry....

:: she posted @ 8:24 PM ::

10.11.02

life sucks when you have menstrual cramps. in order to believe it, you have to experience it. of all my family,women i mean, im the only one who can't manage these cramps. i cried most of the time. its just that, its sooooo painful, not to mention disgusting. guys are so lucky they have no periods. MEN, the are ALWAYS lucky. typical.
im having maths paper 1 today. *blink blink* here's my secret....i hate and flunk at maths. i only managed to pass maths the whole year last year for my N levels. i was so proud last year. this year? nah, i rest my case.
life.... u never learn unless you've tried it or been there before. everyone makes mistakes. you have to be in heaven not to make mistakes... i mean dead. everyone learns from mistakes. some people can't learn until they make the same mistakes over and over again. but soon they'll realise it. what's my biggest mistake? i dont know. i guess im just plain selfish...or 'lokek' in malay.

pray that i can DO my MATHS today.~ : )

:: she posted @ 7:38 PM ::

6.11.02

this is flattering...my friends read my blog and the stupid stuffs that i wrote. hehehehe...wunderfool.
history yesterday suck...im history...
agh!

:: she posted @ 9:32 PM ::

5.11.02

yeah..today is the first day of ramadhan. a month where all muslims fast from sunrise till sun dawns. history paper is today..heeh. *scratch scratch* dunno whether i remember a thing bout history. dreamt about wrestling today after prayers. chris jericho, latino heat, christian, yada yada yada....all the ones i hate came out. except for shawn micheal's theme song. wat a hell of a dream...
my fish, Yoda, has a bloated skin. saw it yesterday under a very bright light. it actually has nothing in it, except air. should i pop it, press it or just leave it alone? yoda looks like he has trouble having that thing around. i love my fish. my granda calls me a guy becoz i have a fighting fish. agh. i love nature.
agh....my life has been bored nowadays. its been a long time since i last saw a movie, went to orchard, buy stuffs that i like,going out etc etc.....i noe after o's there's gonna be a holiday of my life...which is 6 months.
be patient be patient.....


' oh my life..is changing everyday..in every possible way..
and oh my dreams..are never quite as it seems..never quite as it seems.."

:: she posted @ 6:25 PM ::

4.11.02

omigod omigod omigod omigod omigod.......
today is 5th of november...dooms day for me. why? its o levels!!! fuh,fuh.....take deep breaths...haaa. im panicking already. supposed to wake up at 7.15 today, but end up switching off my alarm clock to get more sleep. hah. gdmorning. i wonder how the faces would be like in school...im sure some of them would be calmer than me. i hit the history books yesterday. to tell you the truth, im HISTORY! i forgot the format for the letter writting. agh. pray hard i wont screw myself in this very, vital examinations. i have screwed myself enuff in the combined science practical. *kerplunk*
omigod omigod omigod omigod omigod.......

:: she posted @ 6:09 PM ::