31.12.04

are you ready?

here goes..

HAPPY NEW YEAR FOLKS!!!

ahh yes! goodbye 2004, hello 2005. what has 2004 contributed to me? mostly new experiences, new friends (good ones i must say), new traumas, new diseases, new knowledge etc.

it was a fruitful year, unforgettable year. people come and go, but some can back, and some never do. some people forgive, some people dont.

resolutions? here they are:

1) anger management. need to live up to my name. inshirah means terang hati, and i used to be that. eversince i was like this, i've been blowing up fuses everywhere. and to my dearest. here im apologising to anyone whom i've let my anger show to, i know i suck when im angry. to the person whom i've thrown a table and chair to, i hope you forgive me. and to the people whom i shouted at, especially innocent people who dont know me at all, im sorry too. i shall, i will, cool down. with help.

2) money management. the world has got too many people, but little jobs. and so, i have to curb my expenditure in order to live in this world. or country for that matter. stand by for inflation.

3) studies. i've discovered how beneficial it is to do well in studies. beneficial for me, and for my parents. you know what i mean? those close to me knows...heheheh.

4) music. be motivated. pour it all in music. be serious. i'll show that i can do this. and balance it with my ordinary life.

i guess that's it? i think so. but some of them i'd rather keep it to myself.

lets welcome 2005 with an open heart and a gaping mouth!

once again, HAPPY NEW YEAR!!

:: she posted @ 7:14 AM ::

30.12.04

from pride to shame.

ahhh. here are the malacca photos with alotta stories behind it. enjoy ok looking at the photos.
Melaka rawks! .
clikkit!

so how about your new year resolutions? made any? ahhh. i have not. soon i hope. got to do some stuffs now. till then, enjoy the pouring rain today!

:: she posted @ 7:20 PM ::

29.12.04

my pants are on fire.

and so im back from the trip! which was, a pure, pure bliss. how i wish it could extent for 1 more week. but come to think about the blistering heat there, i dont think so. but it was fun! we were like living the jetset life. as what my chemical romance said," the jetset life is gonna kill you." true. if i were to live on like that, i'll die of boredom.
im freaking tired of editting all the photos taken, which i managed to do for 3 hours. a lotta photos ok! need to rest now. i'll talk about the trip plus all the fotos tomorrow ok?
and its only 2 more days to 2005? i have not made any resolutions yet!
for now, here's a piece oh malacca to you!



enjoy!

:: she posted @ 7:49 AM ::

24.12.04

lets go!

going melaka in less than 12 hours from now. will be going after the break off dawn tomorrow. wooohooo.
apa apa picit lah butang telepon bimbits kamu semua yer!
till monday then. ciao!!

:: she posted @ 7:03 AM ::

22.12.04

time to celebrate!!!!

ahhhh!!!!!
i cant beleive it, but i must believe!
i checked my results for my november 2004 exams.
here they are.

Reinforced concrete drawing - B
Steel Structure drawing - B
Elementary Quantities - A

and my GPA points are 3.042!!!! ahhhhh!!!!
i passed. with flying colours. still in shock. i still cant believe it. ahhhhhh!
i shall draw rainbows on my face to show that im happy with my results.
ahhhhhh!!!!!!

how come your not happy with me? oh well...thanks for your support anyway...

:: she posted @ 5:54 AM ::

19.12.04

on the verge.

Kellys will rock this week. we'll be a rocking.
anyway. my current favourite song. and i shall be Miss Brightside.

The Killers - Mr Brightside

Coming out of my cage And I've been doing just fine
Gotta gotta be down Because I want it all
It started out with a kiss How did it end up like this?
It was only a kiss It was only a kiss
Now I'm falling asleep And she's calling a cab
While he's having a smoke And she's taking the drag
Now they're going to bed And my stomach is sick
And it's all in my head But she's touching his chest now
He takes off her dress now Let me go
And I just can't look It's killing me And taking control
Jealousy
Turning saints into the sea Turning through sick lullaby
Joking on your alibi
But it's just the price I pay Destiny is calling me
Open up my eager eyes
I'm Mr. Brightside

i loveeeeeee.

:: she posted @ 7:19 PM ::

17.12.04

clean out your trash.

locker cleaning process wasn't easy. alot of trash has to be thrown. especially from my locker. heheheheheh. here are some pics. too bad no trash pics.


my beloved locker. notice the writings of my name on it. done by abdillah.


shafiq who graciously accompanied me to school. cleaning his locker as well.


there's always time to snap a self reflecting photo. weeh.


then meet friends for a relaxing chat. abdillah and friend.


chatted and chatted about our lives. shafiq and hafiz.

i love my friends.
and i love you, you and you too.
haaah. gotta mandi!

:: she posted @ 5:24 PM ::

14.12.04

semboyan telah berbunyi!

well guys, are you ready to serve the country? muahahhahah.
pics are up.
clickit- - -> Rizman going ns.

enjoy!

:: she posted @ 10:22 PM ::

13.12.04

praise you.

ahhh. for some reason whatsoever, i feel very lazy. lazy to go out this week. lazy to do anything but. here's a little something i wrote, when i woke up in the morning, and wrote what i felt. whehehek. enjoy.

i've held back poison tears that's sure to sting
my porcelain cheeks were meant to stain
the forsaken truth i was meant to face
i was not the one you have been taken
the mona lisa smile plastered on my face
as i nod and agree to your feelings
my heart bleeds to your every word
is this your first time experiencing?

my thoughts were right
i knew it would be
you're leaving me and want me to be the same
treat you as the same person who lived for you
failing to make your love fade
when knowing that i still do
we're so confused..

we will be jamming around this or next week. but hush for now. woooh.

:: she posted @ 12:02 AM ::

8.12.04

horrible adorable.

hello. im so tired right now. been going out and playing some tunes for the past three days. fingers are sore and so is my back. pain la dey. but never mind. for the passion and love for music. and yana, we shall complete the song!
and so, rizman went to ns yesterday. his mother was so excited, she wanted to go out of the house so early. i shall thank her for the jelly drink. heeh. and the brother's father in law's car was so spacious..has tv...automatic gear...fine finishes...laquered dasboard...woooaah. i like. i shall hint my dad to buy a new car. the one we're having is..i shall not say.
i want to rest. ouhhh...

:: she posted @ 9:43 PM ::

2.12.04

riang ria bersama kita.



mempersilakan, the dancers of class 4N1 2001. from left, yasmin, me, maziana and adlin. at yasmin's room.



we are a crazy bunch whenever we are together. the bond is tight as always.

a turning point. a notion discovered. and accepted. i might be the same on the outside, but im different on the insides. its time to get my priorities straight. i may have been emoing these past few weeks, or months. but life has to go on. whether im waiting or not, that i'll decide after the years inside. and i may be happy when i see you outside, but sometimes the smiles has two meanings in one. i'll just be the same as for now.
you owe me ice cream, dude!
whehehehekh.
chuck, expensive hor 75bucks for a bunny rabbit costume? feel like killing a live rabbit. ok now, our plan B. ultraman masks. chantiiik?
i have an interview this coming monday at toys 'r' us at Forum. thats right, TOYS 'R' US. ahhhhhh, toys!!! hope i'll get the job.
as for now, outz!

:: she posted @ 11:17 PM ::