29.6.04

27.

no matter how hard headed the woman is, in her heart, she does want to get married. i mean, who doesnt? from a sec 1 girl to an ANDARTU, they must have dreams to get married right. maybe not now, but in years to come. but one thing scares me about marriage. its called THE BUDGET.
went to 2 wedding functions last sunday with the family. one at toa payoh, one at pasir ris. the aunties at toa payoh are laid back, but the ones at pasir ris! bling bling all the way. but, the decoration werent so fancy-schmancy. minimal decorations. and the pelamins, well, they were very simple. i mean what do you expect in a bawah blok wedding right? but to think of it again, i think minimal decorations like these still requires alot of mony. prolly $4000++++. or more. not to mention the mak andam package. and the food for the guests. and how many guests were invited. and how many costumes you want to pose with. and the gifts. and the hantaran. oh so many!
judging by that, i think i wont be married until i am 27. i think by 27, i'll probably save enough money to have my dream wedding. and by the time im 27, its the year 2012! not to mention the price to pay for the wedding. money does go up, and so does the price. next thing you know the price wont be the same as the years before. and technology-wise, i think weddings in years to come will be different.
DUIT DUIT! DI MANA KAU DUIT? DUIT DUIT!
judging by my bank account, i think 27 is a good age for me to get married. how about you, ladies? guys?

:: she posted @ 1:08 AM ::

28.6.04

woah.

Ears to - Muon, Influght.

can't wait for sentosa this wednesday with yasmin and adlin. we're gonna have fun, fun, fun!
and kruzgal guessed it right, its fandi ahmad alright! so young, so talented. so old, so bloated. heeeh.
don't know what to write today. so stay tuned.

:: she posted @ 1:03 AM ::

25.6.04

daytripping.

Location: Arab Street.
At: our favourite kedai kopi.

guess who the hell is this guy? hehehehe.


him..


and me! *hugs*


chickens at kedai kopi.


board. bored.

im breaking the haaaaaaaaabit.

:: she posted @ 6:48 PM ::

22.6.04

instigate.


*shotby.winedrops*

so watcha think abt this photo? my friend adlin says i look like a mak janda muda tgh posing untuk majalah. hehehehehehe.
the shades? compliments from style magazine this month. a must buy!

:: she posted @ 1:28 AM ::

21.6.04

Ting tong..

firstly, here are the pictures to kak billa's engagement ceremony!
clikkit---> Kak Billa's engagement ceremony.

secondly, im not going to tomorrow's class outing at sentosa. got sedikit problem. *sigh* have fun ya guys! thirdly, i want to thank all the bloggers that responded to my last entry!! amazing response, i got. maybe i should write about this kind of topics, huh? hehehe.
and today's supposed outing with Pkharma is postponed too. but this friday it will be. trigger snap happy people we are gonna be. heeeh.
tomorrow is linkin park's concert at padang. am what the hell am i doing here?! nah, never mind. still, Sheila on 7 concert is on 11th July!! i want to go! a must.

have a nice day peeps!

:: she posted @ 6:07 AM ::

16.6.04

apa itu maknanya?

pictures of yesterday's mini outing with my dear friend, Adlin. thanks yo for cheering me up on the hot and boring day!
clikkit--> Ultrawoman meets Adlin = Madness.

meanwhile,saya hari ini ingin berbahasa ibunda. dan ingin berbual tentang topik yang dari minggu lepas ada di dalam kepala ni. tetapi, mari kita tgk perbualan antara ibu dan anak ni pada hari isnin morning.

anak: mak,perempuan kan, kalau belajar pandai pandai, masuk U, dapat ijazah, pastu kahwin, dapat anak, duduk rumah, jadi full time isteri..ada ijazah buat apa eh? buat apa blajar tinggi tinggi. sedangkan pompuan punya keje bila dah kahwin duduk rumah aje.

mak: ada ijazah senanglah, boleh ajar anak bila masok skolah, boleh carik kejer bila anak dah besar, boleh dapat gaji besar....

(1 minute kemudian)mak: kalau semua pompuan fikir mcm in, mampos lah dunia ni.

anak: (???) *ponders*

mak: itu pon kalau kahwin. kalau tak kahwin, mcm mana? takder dilpoma, no ijazah, nak keje mcm mana? jodoh tak tentu.

inilah hal yang merunsingkan. betul tak, kaum perempuan bila kahwin terus tak keje lagi? abih kalau kita masih keje, anak siapa nak jaga? takkanlah asik nak sumbat anak kat rumah mak atau rumah mak mertua aje. nanti orang kata kita ni gilakan harta, tak tau jaga anak dan sebagainya. abih kalau anak dah dijaga dgn seorang "nanny", tak ke kita rasa macam takot gitu? bukan takot ape, takot anak tak kenal mak bapak sendiri, dan takot bila jaga anak time tak keje, anak kita tu mcm tak sesuai duduk serumah dgn ibu bapanya. tak ke seram tu.
tapi apa yg mak saya kata tu ada betul jugak. blajar tinggi tinggi boleh ajar anak bila dia dah skolah. tak payah tuition-tuition. boleh jugak, dgn ijazah, kita mengambil keje yg bagus dan bergaji tinggi. dgn gaji tu, kita dapat menolong menaikkan lagi income keluarga. lagi banyak duit, lagi banyak anak kita boleh buat. dan makin banyak duit kita dapat, makin banyak anak kita buat, makin besar lah rumah kita. betul jugak. kalau tak kawin mcm mana? jodoh kita, kita mana tau. entah ber-jodoh atau tidak. jodoh tak tentu. kehamilan dan kemadulan lagi tak tentu. hehehe.
tapi, dalam otak saya ni terlalu banyak tapi. adalah beberapa sebab tertentu yg buat saya banyak "ber-tapi". masalahnya begini. salah satu contohnya adalah jiran saya disebelah rumah. kedua dua anaknya dijaga oleh mak saya. satu 4 tahun, satu 7 bulan. yang buat saya sedar tentang topik yg saya syorkan ini ialah si bayi 7 bulan tu. muka dia saling tak tumpah dgn bapak nya. kami sekeluarga rapat sekali ngan bayi ni. apa yg kita ajar, dia ikot. senang kata, dia cuma tinggal 2 hari yg penuh dgn familinya setiap minggu. abih, bila setiap minggu ibunya jaganya, ada ajer yg tak kena. asik asik nangis, asik asik merengek. kalau kat rumah saya, bukan main happy lagi bayi tu. ibunya pulak berkerja sepenuh masa sebagai admin. ada diploma.
ni yang buat saya banyak ber-tapi. takot kalau orang lain jaga anak kita, bila duduk serumah dgn kita, dia mcm resah. tak biasa berinteraksi dgn kita. kalau dari kecil mcm gitu, kalau dah besar macam mana? makin susah. agaknya, makin tak berbual antara satu sama lain. darah daging sendiri kita tak rapat, tapi dgn orang luar yg jaga dia dari kecil, lagi rapat.
MACAM MANA??!!
apakah pendapat anda? topik ini terbuka kepada semua kaum. terutama sekali kaum hawa.

:: she posted @ 12:57 AM ::

14.6.04

you, my immortal.

:: she posted @ 12:32 AM ::

10.6.04

Song of the moment- Under the bridge by RHCP.



have been feeling under the bridge...

where's my inhaler?

:: she posted @ 6:09 AM ::

9.6.04

tick-a-tock. my clock is burning. i hate bling-blings.

harry potter blows me away! yes, watched harry potter and the prisoner of azkaban on monday. it was totally mind blowing. been a fan of harry porter eversince i watched their first movie. the best yet, and im sure there's more to come. i sure hope so. and yes, all the casts have grown up! a must watch guys. i give it 5 picks out of 5 guitars. hehehehe. but still, while in the toilet after the movie, my ears can't help but hear some teenagers talking with a fake british accent. ungh. turns me off. if you are born singaporean, you very well talk like a singaporean, dammit. and to think that they are just in sec 3, judging by the book in theirs bags i saw. from bedok north secondary. some british speaking school. unghh.
and oh, happy seventeenth birthday to Pinkharma! 3 years to 20 aye! hehehehe.
this is what i wrote in my mind when i was staring at my face in the mirror.

Pillow.

Pillow.
Always there to give you free hugs.
Always there to smother you with love.
Always there to let you dribble on it.
Always there to let you fondle it.
Pillow.
Always there to cover your face when you're scared of the monster under your bed.
Always there to remind you of the sweet moments you had.
Always there to let you smell the sweetest smell on it.
Always there to let you imagine and punch the person's face that you hate.
Pillow.
Always there to support you no matter what.
And most of all,
a pillow is always there when you had a rough day with a weak heart.

-end-

how? comments? taggit!

:: she posted @ 6:00 AM ::

3.6.04

Ooh baby, ooh baby.





ayy. hehehehe. have not been updating due to: fever+more sickness. and some reasons that i dont even want to say. its just a waste of time.
anyway, i really dont have any plans this holidays. what to do??!! what to do??!! let me see, exercise...doing it. walking...everyday. sea...not yet. what more what more??!!
and im so jealous with my bf. he's going to johor this saturday to go watch you know who? AMY SEARCH + HIS BAND'S concert! arghhhhh..i want to follow. but but. too much buts. anyway, chewing gum tiga and wallet satu! hehehe. dont forget to clickity click some pictures. for MY viewing pleasure. hahaah.
something happened to my dear friend. haiyaa. shared his grievance with me on the phone. even cried. i feel so worried for him.
sometimes, lessons are learnt through someone else's sadness.

:: she posted @ 6:24 AM ::