30.3.04

My new family members!





ah yes! sailormooooooon!!! love these girls to the core lah when im in primary and secondary. especially primary. to me, they were the most super clad, super powerful supergirls. with individual powers and individual attitude. i still remember, kak pau like chibimoon, the smallest and youngest. but i love sailor pluto the best! just look at the tongkat she's carrying! i don't know what's tongkat in english, sorry ya. i still have my sailormoon t-shirt!!
yes. i have decided just to keep quite and be patient. cos that is what my name means. inshirah = patient, relaxed. no more ya, of all this nonsense. my dear rizman, i hope your ears doesn't sting that much. i know i've been talking about my problems to much to you. im sorry ya. thanks for being a good listener and boyfriend. and you DO smile like the joker in batman. heeh.

click on this to see what i have today. out of boredom. and ngantok-ness.

:: she posted @ 5:23 AM ::

29.3.04

I don't know what to do with myself.

let me tell you something.
this household is like the malay version of the virgin suicides. no kidding. have you seen the virgin suicides movie?
entirely depressing. nearly ran away from home on saturday night. packed my bags and all. but no. its not working. so i stayed home.
so many attempts of running away from home. slitting my wrists. drugs. and what-have-yous.
shit.

:: she posted @ 5:47 AM ::

25.3.04

Fall in.

i think my right arm is frozen. ya im in class. with the aircon blasting near my right arm. having difficulties in typing this post and doing my work.
i've been sleeping early these past 2 days. and i mean early. on wednesday i slept at 7pm till 6am the next day. like 11 hours of sleeping, no wakeup call no pee call. the reason? i had a major stomach ache on wednesday. 6 times passing motion. vomitted at orchard mrt station platform B while waiting for someone. and yes, what made my stomach burst with waste was that what i ate that day were sotong masak hitam(very spicy), fillet o fish meal, an orange, and lastly, hot milo at night. the great combo for those who asked for it.
then yesterday, accidentally slept at 9 am till 7.30 today. agh. i apologise to all the poeple who called me yesterday. at home and hp. especially hp, cos it went flat while im sleeping. sorry to, especially, you.

:: she posted @ 10:09 PM ::

22.3.04

we're not so different.

click on picture to see my blood donation experience.



ah yes. school starts today. just now. still in a daze ya. still thinks its a school holiday. and top it of, all my teachers this term are old people. ack.
remember the days where alien workshop jeans, cross colours jeans are soo hot?! heheheheheh. yeah. we had the conversation in school. in those days, having those jeans are considered cool. like dope shit! hahahahah.
those were the days. we were so young.
ya.

:: she posted @ 5:32 AM ::

20.3.04

Too tired to argue.



comments? taggit yo!

anyway. have your parents ever made false promises to you? what i mean is that, like this for example, " i'in pass o levels, abah belikan in mountain bike." or " i'in pass n levels, abah belikan discman." ah yes. today, my father promised me that if i have a diploma, which is going to be a long way, he'll get me a laptop. let me get this straight. im in ite. this july, its my 2nd year. if i made the cut to go to poly, it'll be 3 yrs more. that makes me, 21, 22 yrs old. by that time, i'd rather be lap dancing. and the lap top, inventors are going to make things that are even better than lap tops. probably a leg top or whatever.

sigh. so abah, i failed my o levels. maths made me flop. so does this means that im entitled to 99% of a 100% bicycle?
and the discman, i end up buying it myself with my salary.

how about you guys? did you experience the same thing as me?
taggit.

:: she posted @ 1:36 AM ::

19.3.04

Toxic waste.

the willing to donate blood yesterday turned out to be a total failure. kandang kerbau hospital was infested with tanglin policemen and civil defence men. ungh. hence the wait, for about 1 to 2 hrs. what the heck, we went to orchard and eat. nearly bought a blythe doll, you know, the small kubrick one. turns out that i can't buy one only. need to buy the whole set, 4 of them, for 31.50 smackeroos. shit.

click on photo title to see.
Bangla Ville.
Lorong Love by Far east.

have a good weekend peeps!
rock on!

:: she posted @ 12:29 AM ::

16.3.04

<3 <3.



The Darkness - Friday night

Hey you!
Do you remember me
I used to sit next to you at school
We indulged in all the extra-curricular activites
We weren't particularly cool

Monday cycling
Tuesday gymnastics
Dancing on a Friday night
I got Bridge Club on Wednesday
Archery on Thursday
Dancing on a Friday night

Hey you!
Could you ever fall for me
The way I fell for you
And do you dwell upon the thoughts that I occupy
Or do you give yourself things to do?

Monday rowing
Tuesday badminton
Dancing on a Friday night
I got ping pong on Wednesday
Needlework on Thursday
Dancing on a Friday night
With you, with you

Monday, Tuesday
Wednesday, Thursday
Dancing on a Friday night
Let the music smother me
Whole weekend recovery
Dancing on a Friday night

See the guy(lady) I adore
Dancing on the dancing floor
Dancing on a Friday night
God, the way he(she) moves me
To write bad poetry
Dancing on a Friday night
With you.

here's to you! hope u like it!

:: she posted @ 12:45 AM ::

15.3.04

Heart.

having a heartful conversation on msn. with my bf, gG and hafiz.
why is the heart so delicate?
why is it so easy to break?

heads up, alright gG.
you have our full support.

:: she posted @ 11:38 PM ::

12.3.04

It's over! Tests finished!

click below for more pics.

Sister-ly Act.
Study session at Esplanade.

next week, holiday! yea yea.
and i can feel fever coming my way to ruin the holidays.
no kidding!

:: she posted @ 6:37 AM ::

5.3.04

can anybody hear me?!

wahseh. the test just now in school was not hard, but kind of, rushed. yeah, the teacher is one kanchiong person. next week, the real tests begins!
photoshop won't allow me to type. argh. cannot save pics that i edited just now. bloody hell.
bored.

why am i listening to John Lennon on virgin radio?
eh, he's cool you know!

:: she posted @ 1:51 AM ::

3.3.04

Im a proud owner of a micro pet.



i still don't know how to communicate with it...
so much for a pet..
heeh!

:: she posted @ 7:32 PM ::

2.3.04

WoOT?!

gimme a P! P!
gimme am M! M!
gimme an S! S!

what does it say?! PMS!

yes yes. yeslah yes. pms-ing very badly. indulging in panadol menstrual pills. i can become a mat drug already. eh, nono! minah drug. no! im not a minah! (*_*)
haven't been updating since, last friday. been out, been eating alot, been cramping. and yes, my elder sister will be risik-ed this sunday! hahahahahahahha! (looks at kak pau)
do you people know that the computer that im using is strategically placed in the kitchen? yes it is. the radio on top of the refrigerator is tuned to 98.7fm. perfect ten, they are becoming too, i don't know, POP. yeah, pop. you don't hear songs that you and i hear, right? ungh.
anyone wants to create a new radio station? it'll be jammed pack with punk rock, emo rock, rock and roll, ska skanking, and what-have-you's kinda songs! who wanna?
raise your hand!
this is what i become when im pms-ing....bloody cramps...

:: she posted @ 6:46 AM ::